The Boat Song

Today my emotions are following “Boat Song” by JJ Heller… I had decided about a year ago when I first heard the song that it was my song to him…  It was perfect because I felt like it fit perfectly both directions.

I am feeling this song because I have to figure out what it looks like now for him to be the courage I lack, the tree I come home to, and the light in the dark without him physically being here… And I have to figure out How to deal with the fact that my heart is still with him… and I have to battle why we aren’t still together… And I miss the intimacy of how he would look at me when I was feeling especially lovey dovey…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTzBWdLJG98